Calling

Alright, so it's been quite a while since I posted (or at least it feels that way).  I have been feeling "off" lately and haven't been able to figure it out.  At first I thought the answer was Vitamin D - you know the many, many days of cloud cover here in the Seattle area can lead to wear and tear on those vitamin receptors.  Then I thought maybe I'm depressed...once again, many days of gray skies can do that to a person.  Maybe I just need a vacation.  I do dream of something tropical, warm and sandy.

So in this last week I got some lab results back about my thyroid (which is off) AND I went to go see an accupuncturist.  I cannot believe that I'm going to pay someone to stick me with needles!!!  I am really hoping that this week some doctors can help me get to the physical root of the problem.  I could use a few extra units of energy!!

However, I also think that there is movement on God's part calling to deep places in my heart.  I find Him churning in me the questions of who and what I trust in (other than Him).  I find Him challenging my habits of busyness in good "Christian" ways as avoidance of coming to Him in conversation.  I think He is weaning me from a "pleasurable" spirituality to something...well, I don't know what yet.  He seems to be questioning every "road map" my logic has contrived and is asking me to follow His Spirit into uncharted (for me) lands.  It is hard and I'm exhausted and yet perhaps that is exactly where He wants me - unable to do anything on my own and having to wait upon Him and His transforming power.

So I answer that calling with waiting.  Waiting for the Spirit to provide the transformation/energy/insight/guidance/mercy needed.

The Sixteen Days of Christmas??

Wow, it has been a long time since I've written anything. We were traveling for 16 days and returned home on the 2nd quite exhausted and anticipating sleeping in our own beds. So here is my attempt at our family's personal "holiday song" - with some thank you's and explanations....

During the 16 days of Christmas, my calendar said to me,

Get on 1 super delayed flight (before the airport shuts down)

2 trips to the airport (once to arrive, another time to pick up our luggage!)

3 birthday celebrations (Jesus, Tami and Uncle Rick)

4 photo shoots (Lentzs, Jacobs, Andersons, Renee)

5 cousin sleepovers (thank you Abi, Sam, Destinee, Katie and Corbin)

6 lovely lunches (you know who you are!)

7 morning coffees (gotta love Starbucks gift cards!)

8 dinners full of conversation (food for thought)

9 pounds heavier!!

10 trips to the mall (UGGGG!!)

11 perogy lovers fighting for their share (thanks to mom for great eats on Christmas Eve)

12 stations at the prayer garden (thank You, God, for a few moments of quiet!)

13 minutes in the pool (Mikaela was brave enough to get in to her waist)

14 people to bring in the New Year (including very noisy children)

15 family members for a last yummy dinner (all Malouf's minus one)

16 snow free days!!

All in all, we had a great time. There were still more people we would have like to have seen and the kids had a difficult time understanding why we had to go back to Washington. We arrived home with more luggage than we left with, having to put on a few extra layers, and a huge sigh of relief to have made it all in one piece (or actually many pieces, but everything and everyone was TOGETHER!!)